Okay, I've been avoiding this here blog for quite some time now. And I've been avoiding eating properly for about as long.
Boo.
We went away (twice), we had a lot of treats, I got off of my routine, and I just basically decided to enjoy myself.
Sigh.
I've been trying to get back on the bandwagon since Saturday - when we came back home - and I guess you could say that every day is going a wee bit better than the last, but I still have yet to do a day properly... that is, to exercise, and to write down my points and stay within them. I might do it today yet, but I'm not sure - we'll see how the rest of the afternoon goes!!
I always start the day on track, and then its just a matter of time until I just go nuts, and totally lose it. So, we'll see.
I just want to be good without spending my whole day thinking about food and what I wish I was eating and what I'm gonna eat next. I'm such an addict. It sucks.
But this is, afterall, a Lifelong Journey, is it not? So, it doesn't end here - I'm gonna keep trying.
Stupid Food.
Stupid Addiction.
3 comments:
Well, if it makes you feel any better you won the salad dressing mix in my Epicure giveaway :)
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Please send me your mailing address and I will pass it on the the Epicure sponsor!
thanks for entering :)
Tara
Well my dear, you're much closer to goal than I. :)
One step in front of the other...step...step...step...backwards step...step........
Don't be too hard on yourself...you'll get back at it, just don't let it take 4 months like it took me.
Colleen, I think you look AWESOME! And YAY! I found your blog! You look so beautiful and thin! Keep it up, be proud :o)
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